(sigh)

I hate going to church…  I really really REALLY don’t want to go.  

But I have to.

Because I live with my parents and it was a “condition” moving back in with them that I would go to church with them every Sunday.  I know it’s only an hour but it always feels like it’s never going to fucking end.

=(  There’s only so much gay sex I can think about to distract me from their narrowmindedness and judgement.  

Really wishing I made enough money to get out of this shit.  Money really is the solution for 99.99999% of my problems.  I don’t have many problems besides being broke…  I’m actually pretty fucking amazing besides that.